pass this along to them at some point if you can, i've been all over the place today but this is where i ultimately have to be
i'm very angry and hurt terribly but i forgive them and their poor decisions in regards to this thing. i'm sorry if i did things to them that would cause such an apparent distaste for me, as i cared for them both deeply. this way, they're free of any negative influence i've had on their lives, and i will most assuredly be the same. and i'm sorry for saying hurtful things in the heat of it all, as this is an emotional road i've never been on. keep in mind i still think it's incredibly wrong and sad that neither of them could have the maturity to come to me with how they felt about any of it, but that's how it is. i'm walking away from this with my heart and mind clean because i know that's the better way. i still hope to never see them again since the wound will be open for a while, but they can live their lives in peace as far i'm concerned. i want to believe WE'RE ALL BETTER THAN THIS so i'm taking steps to be so.
Shawn
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